Critical time much?!

Assalammualaikum!

It's the time of the year again!
Exam~~ in two weeks time.

Here are my notes all over the wall. Notice there are some chords too!
Lols~ that's going to be a project post exam!
Weee~ need to study now!

Not ME~

I'm losing myself..
I can feel it. I am gradually growing further away from being myself,
My personality. My behaviours. My attitudes. I used to be different with
People whom i feel comfortable with. But now, they are very far away. T-T

I dont really feel the friendship like i used to feel with the old friends
Back then. Maybe that is why i dont like being here.
Already counting days to get back to malaysia even it was only a day in Dublin.

Not really complaining. But just feeling a bit down.
In the end walls would be there. I could not fix it though.
Well, i dont know. 2 and a half year to go!

May ALLAH ease my journey~
Amin..

organic skincare!

assalammualaikum!

 i love organic skincare~ as a highly conscientiousness person as i believe myself to be, organic/natural is a must and too much chemicals can bring a lot of harm. i even detest medications for that reason too. (maybe i really am an OCD after all =D). The organic brands that i'm currently using are Origins and Skinfood as far as i know.

 I think lots of korean skincare are based on plants and herbal ingredients while the japanese brands such as biore and some of their face primers would almost likely to contain alcohol (which i'm allergic to it; tiny little bumps had started to show up when i tried clinique range which turned out to be a big failure!) i dont know why i talked about clinique which is obviously not a japanese brands. Maybe it was really a bad experience that i would never dare to try any of its skincare line ever. except for clinique makeup range. =p

 the key thing about elements that would produce good and authentic organics to me would mean that they are without any preservatives ; paraben, PABA, etc. and must have natural extracts of plants or some sort of herbs in them. Even though i still use some products that contain paraben in them,(unfortunately, which is in my all time favourite (HG) Cetaphil cleaser), but I am trying to minimize their usage as much as possible. For now, origins and skinfood are the most products that i purchased heavily throughout these past years. Maybe this would just be me myself who is overly obsessed about organics, but i really think we should try to limit the dangerous little things that we use daily. Because who knows, they might slowly accumulate and end up to be troublesome later on. Thus, organic skincare is the best choice! haha. =) (is it enough to influence people already? =D)

 some of the products that i love to use from those two brands:

 as a start, i have an oily skin with occasional breakouts which obviously tells that i dont have clear skin. T-T. so, many of the products would almost definitely not suitable for those who have dry skins, since me too can get flakiness when using them especially in winter months! i do not stick to one brand for my entire skincare routine but i mix and match different kind of brands that i think most suitable for my skin.

 so lazy to google image the products. I just list out the full name of the products and you can google it if you want! =)

 1. skinfood rice white mochi pact SPF25 PA ++

i've used it for almost 2 years already so i can definitely say that i like this compact powder as a daily routine.   but i do not recommend it for oily skin or darker skin tone people. this powder absolutely has zero oil control and as the name itself is rice, so you would expect it to be really white. 

 2. skinfood buckwheat loose powder

at first, i dont really like this loose powder. it was too white and not evenly done on my face using a sponge. However, after i begin to apply it using a kabuki brush, i find that it really evens out the skin and i would say has moderate oil control. not so bad for a loose powder. if you have an oily skin, i recommend you to wear a base first to have a longer makeup staying power.

 3. origins out of trouble 10mins mask

I really like this mask! did a good job to reduce blemishes overnight but can be overly drying. so i would not suggest it for drier skin. i also use it for acne spot treatment and it does wonder to my skin.

 4. origins brighter by nature skin tone correcting makeup SPF 30

i'm not really sure about this one because i rarely use it. but i can safely say that it is not suitable for dry skin because it may accentuate the fine lines on your face. it does not have a good oil control but a high SPF would be a plus while travelling as you can touch up without having to carry your sunscreen around.

 I just bought a couple more products from skinfood. i'll review it later on if only it is good enough to be raved on. huuu~

 (i really love to read reviews on products before i buy something, so i figured that many would like to read reviews too! in return i posted short reviews on each of the product that i purchased. it is just to give my sincere opinions, no other things intended!)

and neutrogena brands really are dermatologist recommended because i heard it myself from the doc. (i know, out of topics)=D

 happy ramadhan everyone!

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Be careful next time! Haih~~

Research project.. The end!

Wee~ finally! After weeks of works and sweats(as if) we submitted our research paper!

I really had a great time working with my partner! She's soooo sweet! Here's what she wrote to me....

Hope we will keep in touch megan! =)

weeehooo!

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<3

Love the way u care~ muuuuah!

health freak!

the bitterness of green tea is killing me~
the tiredness of skippin rope + loss stamina (due to years of no exercise) r torturing me~
the yuckiness of eve primrose oil+multivitamin r losing my mind~
the list is still goin on!

bt remember: nawaitu unt ALLAH~ 

nk sihat so that bole memperbanyakkan ibadah! =)

insyaALLAH~

happy birthday syg...

happy 22nd birthday bubu!

L.O.V.E u~~~

p/s: the main thing is only the slide at the end of this really short vid! hee~

Exm mode

My messy table~ only on exm! Huu..

Exam!

Only a few sticky notes on the wall despite of exam is in a week time...

breaking dawn!

seriously, im not going to rate the movie...

it's completely following the original storyline in the novel itself..

so overall, it's worth to watch! no conflicts arise in the film though..

juz a climax and a suspense ending to it~ 

T-T

teary eyes instantaneously at the very 1st minute of this short movie...

missing bubu so much~~ ='(

new skincare routine~

salam eid! =)

i just recently change my skincare routine.. it has been almost a month now but i dont seem to see the results though.. might be worsening my already bad skin condition.. T-T
will continue to use it to see more results

clinique 3 steps + clinique clinical dark spot corrector!

i'm a type 3 which is oily combination skin~

this one supposes to lighten up scars and even out skin tone~

i even got free cute little bag with lots of clinique makeups because i bought the whole range! yeeehoo..hee~
hope i continue to see improvements~~
so that my money is not wasted ma! sngt pembaziran tol..

will provide the update for my skin in a few months.. really hope it's getting better not worse!
amiiiiin~~

i also started to take evening primrose oil as supplement.. since virgin coconut oil is hardly found here..
i bought this one yesterday~

i eat one capsule 2 times a day with meals.

TATA

missing d love ones~ T-T

mak abah~

latest pic of d family w/o k long, fatin n azryl in it though.

It has only been 3 weeks or so since i flew back to dublin bt i really do miss them.... T-T

no internet makes things worse. cannot skype viber fb! waaaaaa~~ drive me nuts with tonnes of workload plus new classes and projects. im all stressed out to d max. mayb i should start a countdown to meet them.. they are going to come to dublin in the next summer! insyaallah~ weee.. at least i have something to look forward till d end of my second year.. really hope everything would turn up up well and i will pass with flying colours this time too.. amin...

bubu~

dont have any latest pic together~ ='(  one year has passed, another 9 months to  get to see him......

we contacted each other lesser these days since internet has become a huge barrier for us.. waaa.. xsuke! miss bu damn much~ T-T sorry for having to listen to my complaints to the end last night even though it's our 1st skype since i got back in dublin.. =( ...bi rindu bu sngt.... tahu x~~~ haih... 

syida~

a pic dated a year ago.. miss d old times... ='/

been wanting to skype with u like forever since i got back here.. want to tell u lots of story.. u owez give me strength to move on and live up to expectations.. waaa... rindu la da~~ nk g klas same2 lg cm dlu2 boleeeee x..................T-T  wait up for me.. till we meet again next year.. nk skype ari2 ngn da je rase..............

THE END

riang rie raye~

of photos only...

sorry for lovin to upload only pics of me~

other pics (of me familia can b found on fb)

TATA

(not feeling particularly happy tonight)

expressions~

teaser b4 the next post!

of trying out HyunA bubble pop by catalina!

a night wedding! just been there once which was yesterday~ huu..
a very grand like dinner with people looking very elegant yet glamorous!
huu..
so, i decided to try out the look on my 'makeup tutorial' post.
i tried to remake it as close as possible but without putting on black liner excessively.

fyi, i dont like wearing heavy makeup n im sooo in love with koreans' makeup which tend to be so natural + as simple as possible!

lets get goin peeps!

pardon my poses people! hee..

for my face, i do not wear foundation.. juz a sunblock (neutrogena), bb cream (skin79 hot pink) and compact powder (skinfood)..
i dont wear any blusher YET for the time being..teehee~
+ i found that no editting is needed after i started taking VCO catalyst! with Allah's permission of course.. i feel that my skin is less oily and the creams r now easily blendable than before..
ceewah! padahal x smpai sminggu pn lgi gune..heee...
n as for the lips, now i prefer gloss rather than lipstick itself.. dunno why~ haha..
+ i'm so into nature republic ( a korean brand! again~~ *sigh* haha) lipglosses.. there are soo gourgeous gliding on the lips..LOL

the makeup is not quite the same but almosssttt~ hee..
love this look! can it be my casual day look or is it too much?
hmm... a food for thought!

gudnyte everyone!

social networking!

i think it's bad! really2 bad~~

u'll be an unpaid stalker even if u dont want to...

at the end of the day...

 u'll get hurt and crying all alone~

can i just deactivate everything???

sorry, the pic suppose to be sad...


ah, pedulikan semue nye!
kalau ade jodoh, kite jumpe lagi~

Life is bitterly sweet~

SALAM

I once read from a friend of mine's blog or her tweet if im not mistaken, we r better off asking from Allah to be a stronger person rather than asking for an easier path of life. That phrase made me think for a while so that the true meaning of it cud sink into my mind. And I realized it is true. Stated in the quran that Allah will burden us with all challenging predicaments but only to the extent of our limit. It's not called a life if it is meant to be easy all the way til the day we leave for the barzakh. Hence, ask Him for the strenght to face the obstacles that we wud come across in this precious life lent by Allah. But it will do no harm to us to just seek for help fromHim to make our journey here a smooth one as dua' is the powerful weapon for us muslims~

I think i wrote this as an aftermath of watching 'sekali lagi'. A great film n storyline i must say, and to top it up there are lisa surihani n sam n also the ever cutie miasara! I cried half the way through the movie indeed. Even though the story is so novelish type, but it carries useful messages for the audiences to ponder upon. There are reasons behind everything that happens. I have always bear that in mind during the hard times. Because Allah knows the best for us.

In that movie, shiela was arman's first love and first n the last wife he have had. Oh, is this kind of love and passion still exists now? I wonder~ hmm... I really hope that our relationship will last long bubu~ even the distance put us apart, but the love will grow. Each and everyday with Permission from Him.

We cudnt spend time together as much as we want now, but there are the rest of our life to spend together later... When im 'sah' to be yours....

Of jiwang post with no pics!